Permainan Hati

Duhai hati...
berhentilah bermain
jangan kau sakiti lagi
cukup sudah
cuit cubit tumbuk sepak terajang tampar lempang
semua dah ku rasa
cukuplah
jangan...
aku pernah bangun dari tempat itu
pernah sekali
xmudah
xsenang
xmanis
ingin aku lupakan
jgn kau campak aku ke sana lgi
jatuh
terduduk

Kau yang datang

penuh persoalan

dulu kata tidak

berita pernah dismpaikn

aku yakin sahih dan benar

yg kau xnak

mengelak

menangkis

bukan aku pilihanmu

tpi sekrg? aku xfaham

xfaham dgn pilihanmu

apakah aku?

dia?

apa yg kau mahukan?

ditanya xberjawab...membujur peluru itu

tpi dibiarkn...kekal kaku..xkemana2

Jadi jawablah...dimanakah kita?

Usah berteka teki

Usah bermadah lagi

Cukup

Aku xmahu

Bukan permainanku lagi

Assalamualaikum...

Dah lame dah xupdte blog nih...
The last post was ages~~
Mcm2 mende dah jdi
N byk btol nak kne updte

N tetibe rase mcm nak mula giat balik berblogging nih
Hmmmm..wlupn tawu blogging nih xtrending dh
But yelah...bnda dah ade..teruskn jela ye dak
Well...new design maybe?
Or new blog add?
Fresh new look?
To pump up the spirit perhaps
On it!!
STAY TUNED~

Oh hidup~
Mengapa tuamu semakin sukar
Mudamu begitu gembira
Bukankah sepatutnya dengan ilmu
Dan pengetahuan
Duka bukan lagi pencabarmu
Bukankah itu tidak lagi menjadi mimpi ngerimu
Bukankah sudah kau tahu
Menyulam ria dengan air mata
Menyilang hiba dengan tawa

Ayuhhh....
Tingkah kembali susun langkahmu
1,2
1,2,3
Gerakmu biar gah
Senyummu biar lebar
Tawanlah ia
Tambat kembali ikatan itu
Biar jatuh
Jangan kaku....
Kerana kau tahu
Ini hidupmu

Rindu

Rindu itu adalah...
Anugerah dari Allah......
-Rindu, Hijjaz-

Mmg btol rndu itu adalah satu anugerh dri Allah
Knpe?
Sbb xsemua org dikurniakn perasaan rndu

Ade org, xrase lgsong prasaan rndu
Xde hati, xde rse kasih & syg
Dan ade org laen plak nak merindui
Tpi tiada siapa2 atau apa2 yg boleh dirindui

So sememangny rndu itu satu anugerah.
Kalau anda merindui seseorng
Ungkapkny...jgn pernah malu krana ia adalh satu anugerh

My Convocation

"xsangka akhirnye convo jugak..alhamdulillah~
thnx kpda semua yg telah bnyk membantu & memberi sokongan
family, lecturer2, guru2, rakan taulan & Mr. Google
tahniah jugak kpda rakan2 yg akan turut bersama convo nanti
may from this point, the light shine brightr for all of us
& smoga Allah terus memberkati & meredhai perjalanan hidup ini..
aminnn..

wish you are here, to see me today. May Allah bless ur soul, ayah :')

2 Oct 2013"

(Fahrul Radzi, Facebook.com, 2013)

hahaha....

so, ni gmbr sekitar convocation UM 2013

with me & my dearest friends~

Teslians, Future Leaders

Lagi special sebab graduates with my other 2 cousins

Part of The Piuts

With Nisa (left) & Eiqa (right)

Hepi Besdey Ayah

Kalau xsebab busy dgn keje smlm, mesti sayup je hati nih
hepi besdey ayah
Smoga kau tenang disana & sentiasa diberkati serta dirahmati...
alfatihah...





miss u, dad~

Privacy

What's up guyz?
Lame xdngar citer korg
Masih ade lgi yg active blogging (syabas! keep it up!)
How about me?
hahahaha..
maaflah lame xupdate (macam la ade yg kesah)
idea ade bnyk tpi tngn nih malas nak menaip

So, back to the topic
privacy?
ape kne nye tuh?
juz a topic tht i would love to pick and talk about...
maklumlah skrg nih mcm2 teknologi & softwares yg wujud~
dlm zaman yg serba canggih nih, isu privacy nih amatlah pentng
org boleh dpt maklumat kite & gune maklumat tu utk blackmail, fraud, hack & mcm2 lagilah
semakin canggih teknologi kite niih, semakin berbahayalah ia kpda kehidupan kite
don't get me wrong~ i'm not trying to be negative here
juz a reminder to myself and all of the people out there to start taking this thing more serously

Selain dari tu,
aku jugak nak kongsi beberapa pelajaran yg aku dpt sejak kebelakangn nih.
*still talking on privacy here*
have you ever think or say something  like this
"you have always been my best friend. So, I have the right to know about blah blah blah..."
atau
"mase ko susah dulu, aku yg tolng ko. Jadi aku berhak utk tahu pasal blah blah blah..."
ape pendapat korg psal ayt2 atas nih? give me your piece of mind, peeps.

For me?
pada pendapat aku, ayat di atas amatlah salah sama sekali.
Knape?

No matter how close you are to the other person, or how many times you hve hlpd that person, or how big is your help,  at the end of the day, you still have no right to invade his/her privacy

Then, kalau bukan kerana betapa akrabnye kite, brpe bnyk ptolongn yg kite dh hulur mahupn betapa besar jasa kite kt org tu, ape yg menentukan hak kite to be a part of that person private life?
Jawapannya, terletak pda org tuh sendiri.
Hak itu terletak pada diri org tu & bukanye org lain.
die sendiri yg berhak utk menentukan ap yg akn diberitahu & ape yg tidak
don't get insulted and don't be simple minded.
relax saje..

Need to get going guyz..sok keje.
Eh? dah keje? Graduation? Holiday? ape jadi? hahahaha~
will be updating about that later
Tak nak janji pape lagi dah.. =P fb pn jarang bukak lately.
TTYL keyh ;)
assalamualaikum w.b.t.

2013!!!

Last updated 7 Novembr??
WTH..hahahaha...dulu gebang sgt kate nak slalu update..
last2, habuk pn xdak =P

so, wht did I missed since the last post??
ummmm..
John's Birthday, Sapwan's Birthday?
Abg. Padil's Birthday which is the same with mine....
eh!! a'ah!! My birthday!!
~~ dah tua dah (-_-)"

any who...
birthday arwah ayah aku gk --> Hj. Mohamad Daud B. Chek
al-fatihah....moga rohnya ditempatkn bersama org2 yg beriman..aminn

next, my sis, Natrah, lahirkan seorng baby gurl
Salmah.. nah..juz kidding
Nur Marissa Firza bt. Mohd Faizzat...
Alhamdulillah...

and ,my big brother, Ridzuan, bakal dapat anak... alhamdulillahh....
makin meriah la family aku.. =D

I'd also finished my PRACTICUM at SMK La Salle!
awesome boy's school!! love the experience..more on that later~~

apart from that,
Selamat Menyambut Hari Natal to my christian frenz..
& Happy New Year utk semua..

So, macam kebnyakan org laen, aku pn ade azam tahun baru..
ape azam2nye? 
rahsie~~ =P
yg penting ade matlamat & tujuan, & berdoa agar jalan dipermudahkn oleh-Nya ;)

Ape yg aku slalu buat tiap2 kali tahun baru adalah muhasabah diri...
fikirkan perkara2 negative & positive yg telah ak develop
seperti biasa, buang yg keruh, ambil yg jernih
and also, achievement & failure
"What is the list", U asked?
again, rahsie~~ =P
let me keep those for myself keyh ;)

opening 2013?
having a lot in my mind..haha
but will be focusing more on my study..
final sem beb!! at last!! alhamdulillah~

and also might start up a novel-blogging
the system, storyline, writing-style still yet to be think of
stay tuned~~

So, itu je bwat mse ni dlu
aku janji cuba utk update blog nih slalu
for the meantime, that's all folks (macam cartoon warner bro's plak)
Assalamualaikum & Selamat Sejahtera ;)

Some people start questioning my posts on this blog
i'm not telling enough story they said
there are a lot more that i didn't tell
i'm not telling the details of story

well ya~
there a lot of story that I i'm not telling YET
not that I don't want to share
but perhaps bcoz I don't know where to start
urghhhhhhhh...

(budget ade org bce je blog nih en =P)

anyway, thnx 4 those who are following me or even reading this pitty blog
i'll try my best to line up the good stories for u guys
Adios!

BBST Malam Perpisahan

tgh aku blur mlm2 nih, xtau nak bwat ape...

aku pn bukakla youtube, nak cari video2 yg menarik utk ditonton

tetibe terserempak dgn video nih....

haihh..

rindu pulak dekat Asrama SMK BBST

nnti nak pegi melawatla...=P

mcm mnela agknye ye skrg??

Tahniah!

Tahniah&Takziah..Anda berbeza..buktikn..tunjukkan..tunaikn amanat & kepercayaan yg diberikn..

 

 

A G A M A | I L M U | P E R P A D U A N | K E B A J I K A N

InsyAllah akan terus update

makin bnyk mse yg tluang
makin bnyk fikirn yg dtg
huuuu...
memandangkn post yg terakhir pn 19 jun
so, aku akan cube mggunakan mse yg terluang ni utk update sekerap mgkin...
nak bce silakn..
xnak pun silakan =P

My Biggest Mistake

It's OK

yes..my biggest mistake

saying it's OK to evrythng

if only I can turn back the time (lame expression)

this will be the most thing that I will chnge...

it's not OK

it never was!!

Jika putih itu indah.. kenapa harus ada hitam?
Jika melati itu suci.. kenapa harus ada mawar berduri?
Jika kita punya kaki untuk melangkah.. kenapa kita menginginkan sayap untuk terbang?
Jika kita punya mata untuk menatap masa depan.. Kenapa kita pejamkan untuk berkhayal?

Mozilla Firefox

ahhaaa..

agak2 korg, dari mane firefox dpt idea nk buat logo dye???

yg ni ha...

Ular?

hadoiii..

dh pukol 3.00 dah ni

assignmnt pn blambak agy xsiap nih

bru finish updating thngs kt groups fb..

mcm2 mende berlaku mggu nih

dgn thesis, bengkel, roadshow Love & Life, roadshow MPMUM lgi

huuuuuuu (give me some air!!)

sementara uh, curik cket waktu nk tulis kt blog (apeda...)

btw,

bertepatn ngn tjk post aku kali nih

yup! ular!

awat?

gini kesahny....

Mse aku ade kt bilik jmaat aritu,

aku terbce post kt group Platform Perhubungan JTKJIK psal ular.

ular dah makin common dh kt UM lgi2 kt Klej 7th nih (not tht i don't care but it's jz getting common)

mse kursus PM aritu pn aku ade jmpe gak ular2 nih..huishh..

mcm2 jenis ade..

so, back to the story.

sorg member ni (syamil), dye kate dye ade kejar sekor ank ulor

yg mane klau ikut gmbr xde r beso mne pn:

aku bce dgn tenang jela..

lgipn ktorg dah pn buat laporn kt maintenance kolej n JPPHB psal hal ni.

mcm bese r..mende nih mmg susah nk tgkap. n perlukn bnyk mase.

but ular wlupun kecik, bleh mendatgkn bhye gk uh

then, dye comment kt bwh gmbr uh.

aytny gini:

untuk makluman , semasa percubaan saya utk menghalau ular ini , ular ini telah memasuki bilik A201

kpd tuan punya bilik A201 , sila ambil tindakan sewajarnya..

aku pn menggelupurla!!hahahaha

mne taknye..

bilik aku uh~~~

dahla aku mmg ade dlm bilik..

haizzz..sgsorg lak uh

dye kate, ular uh msok dlm lbih kurg pkol 2 ptg.

aku lak msok bilik kol 2.30 ptg

aku bce post uh kol 3.00 ptg

mmg seram r aku en..hahaha

then, aku pn check2 la bilik aku..

xjmpe gk ular uh

even rumet aku Nishi dah blek pn, ktorg xjmpe gk agy ular uh

n mse aku tulis post nih pn still xjmpe gk

(aku lak asyk pandg belkng je bile duk kt meja nih..haizzzz)

harap2 ular tu dh kluar la yek hendaknye ngn tenang..huu~~

jgn r kcau aku.......

Syamil pn ade kongsi sedikit doa utk memohon bantuan Allah S.W.T bgi berlindung drpda binatng berbisa ni:

سَلَـٰمٌ عَلَىٰ نُوحٍ۬ فِى ٱلۡعَـٰلَمِينَ

moga2 kite akan sentiasa dilindungi dari bhye binatng2 nih..

amin..insyAllah

Awkwardness..damn!!

ohoi..
korg mest penh berada dlm situasi yg awkward @ janggal en?
like meetng an ex,
jmpe lecturer kt tmpt karok,
meetng ur gf/bf while dating with another gf/bf ^^
berkenaln ngn strangers or blind date
mcm2 lgi lah!!
n mesti susah nk handle mende2 cenggitu en
xpecially klu melibatkn rmai org O.o

warkkhhhhhhh!!
ape care nk atasi?
pura2 xkenal?
ignore?
disappear!!!

wahahaha...
the best way for me (i think)
is to admit tht it is awkwrd.
izit?
hahaha..i've seen many did this
ted mosby, barney stinson, marshall eriksen (whts up with the HIMYM chrcter??)
my fren, me myself..
n yes it works..
hahaha..same as juz admiting tht u r wrong (when u did wrong of coz)
it helps u feel better n blend with the awkwardness
admitting anythng will help u much in handling the situation
cewaahhhh

*do not agree? whats ur opinion?

Speechless~~

Raye 2011

Gendang di palu!!

pengantin baru!!

*eh??tu lagu kawen ea? ha3..

silap sudah~

menjelang...hari rye!
berakhirnya puasa!

*bru btol

Selamat Hari Raye Aidilfitri kepada sumer =)
sepuluh jari disusun andai ade tersilap kata & bahasa

memohon ampun zahir dan batin ^^

raye kali nih amat berbeza

raye pn kjap jek

1 aribulan dah nak kene balik dh

last preparation tuk MHS...banyk lagi yg xsiap!!
ARGHH!!!xmo citer psal MHS!!

btw, yg lain lgi psal raye kali nih,

xbnyk nk kne kemas rumah..hahahahahha..

sebab? bukan aku pemalas ea *padahal mmg pn

tpi sbb aritu dah bwat rombakan besar2n kt umah ni..

sebab ade knduri smbut bulan pose..

so, xyah r nk kemas sgt pn rumah kali ni..

hehehhe..

lgi?

bju melayu pn xyah beli..

bju melayu supported by Kak Ude n Abg Ude *erk..

msih lgi bleh dipakai n mak stuju tuk sumer skali pkai bju uh tuk rye kali nih..hehehehe

laen?
henpon baru!! waakakakaka...

bru r sgt..3rd hand dah rseny..kui3

tpi bleh agy r kot..

baiki sane sikit, sini sikit..

all set to go!!!

lagi?

pasti n pasti duit raye dah xdpat agy..

T_____________T

sedih lorh. klu dpat duet rye uh bleh r gi karaoke! yebba!
tpi xpe..nme pn dh besar en =P

last but not least,

yg paling laen skali adelah......

raye kali ni tanpa ayah

n only with a single mom :')

*love u mom

xlupe juge kupanjatkn doa kehadrat Ilahi agar dicucuri rahmat ke atas roh arwah ayah disana~
moga Ayah tenang di sana..aminn~

celebrating this raya with full of joy but still in remembering our duty as an ummah

may Allah bless this coming raya =)

Hepi eid mubarak all